dont worry . ima make a new layout . in the meanwhile pls let me keep dis simple and plain . truthfully id jus make dis page awesome nd whatever ... but i got really lazy and yeah . lol bare with me alright ? besides, its more what ma entries are based on . id stop xanga but i wanna keep writin' in somewhere lol ah neway what goes on ... =) i x3 chris lol we were chillin' today. agh he asked me to dance fo em nd im like ... O.o aghh . i was pretty dizzy from ddr but shall good lol. last day of school tomorrow . i hope i dont cry

x__// no wait .. i change my mind .. im goin' to deaden this xanga and make a new one . this whole mizz thinq is killin' me. i just took it out of my name . i'll make one tomorrow if im not lazy lol

YES I WILL DEADEN THIS XANGA. NEW XANGA, HERE WE GO . CLICK <---

x3 angeL

lol i have a bunch of pics from recognition night nd atlantic city. ima stick it in ma photo album . click <- lol have fun lookin' i always update =) it sounds like fun doesn it ? nd it really was fun lol. straight up after recognition night, went to atlantic city den wildwood den atlantic again. man many memories nd many pics. it was a lot of fun. no i didnt check out guys, long story about what happened. u can always im me about it. i miss chris =) lol here we go:

i wrote our names in the sand it washed away ...
i wrote our names in my heart, forever it will stay.

=) i hope u like this pic

x3 angeL

x__// dinner dance
lol this week was interesting. =) here are the pictures . lol dat was a lot of fun ^.^ the dinner dance was alright. chris didnt come so i wasnt in the couples pictures nd all. i was kinda down and everything but then we were able to get up to eat nd i was like .. =D yay !! i danced a lot. i danced with charlie miguel kurt ricardo nd ralph. i took so many pics and used ma ticket to get one with becky. at the last song we started crying. i didnt think id cry acuz i didnt really have close friends there. but reality hit me. i wont be goin to fusion nemore. the avenue wont be the same. i wont be chillin with vi like i always do. jenni wont be there with me at fusion. =/

wilL edit later =)

x3 angeL

ma plans r stilL the same but some of them keep changin' !!

june 15 - french finals . fusion ti . step by step . shraddha's bday
june 16 . get ready . dinner dance
june 17 .
june 18 . recognition night . straight to atlantic city afterwards
june 19 . 5am off to atlantic city . then wildwood . back to atlantic city
june 20 . coming home from atlantic city
june 21 . halfday . me nd becky chill
june 22 . halfday .
june 23 . halfday . last day of school
june 24 .
june 25 .
june 26 . karen's party

x__ // whats new
well apparently a lot of ppl in my school knows im goin out with chris. im smilin' because i know hes not embarrassed at all about it. what bothers me is that some people would be embarrassed with who they are with. why be afraid to show who your heart desires ? i don't know what's on chris's mind but its just what i think. i heard rumors that the high schoolers are disappointed because he chose an 8th grader whos short and ugly. oh well thats me =) .. me who really likes him ^.~

went to mandees today. truthfully was really bored but i saw a lot of nice shirts that i want. too bad im sort've broke. not really anymore i think my parents completely forgot about the phone bill so 0=) i wont bring it up. lol haha well im going to go and find what hair style ill do to myself for the dinner dance. i want to look pretty even though that'll never happen.

x3 angeL

the songs kept playing . an angel sang its tune
i held out my hand . hoping you'd come to me soon
you smiled at me . and i shyly looked away
i held your heart in my hand . wanting it i pray & pray
we danced in the moonlit night . one question in mind
you stared into my eyes . asking 'girl will you be mine'
thoughts ran all over . wondering quickly what to do
it happened so fast on June 11, 2004 . it's now me and you.

me & chris M

haha how it happened ? a carnival night was what happened. lets see, chris p nd miguel sed deyd win a doll for me [ (-_-') like the rest of the guys did ] but ah oh well its alright. chris M's friens were kinda funni to say. christian [chris M's friend ] won dis really big doll and i couldnt stop starin at it. i was like ... its so fuzzy !! haha right vi ?! its the fuzz ^.~ well chris M tried to win me dolls but its alright i really dont care d= maybe a lil but its ok [ btw .. too many chris ] well i went with rhine and shes pretty cool to chill with ... for someone who hates me (-_-') lol we went on rides and omg lets just say ^.~ we did rock it. tho i got soooooo dizzy !! i kept losin my balance as if i was drunk or somethin' !! i didnt really much of my dinner tonite acuz i felt like throwin' up. my right arm was in pain the whoooole night but hey i lived it didnt i ? maybe that was why my throws was pretty bad but hey, why bother put a blame ? i took pics but some came out bad (-_-') .. dey'll kill me if i post em up. these are the people i saw .. lets hope i can member em all =)

rhine . danica . shannon . stephie . stephanie . jenni . jeff . alvin . krystle . kay . chris T . chris M . chris P . chris R . christian . rj . rob . [ shoot im forgetting already ] . kirsten . nicole . reena . yarza . rjo . jessa . jessica . gigi . naoki . kikay . michelle . john . [ aw i feel so bad for not memberin nemore .. ] . miguel . ralph . jd . johnnez . anthon . milli . jenn .

oh whatever does it really matter much nemore ? i really chilled with two ppl mainly. the one i came with and the one im dating now d=

x__// edit ___ // events
june 12 - study . shalu's bday . angeli comes over
june 13 - chores . rest . bball
june 14 - science finals . vocal ensemble . fusion ti
june 15 - french finals . fusion ti . step by step . shraddha's bday
june 16 . get ready . dinner dance
june 17 . fusion ti . sleep
june 18 . recognition night . boring night . angeli sleeps over
june 19 . 5am off to atlantic city . then wildwood . back to atlantic city
june 20 . coming home from atlantic city
june 21 . halfday . me nd becky chill
june 22 . halfday .
june 23 . halfday . last day of school
june 24 .
june 25 .
june 26 . karen's party
june 27 . hangout =)

x3 someone's angel